Tuesday, July 31, 2007
its been more than half a year,
but why do you still keep appearing in my mind?
i admit da memories we had still stay in my heart,
so closely, so precious, those that i had.
why does perfect dreams seem to shatter and fall.
i feel like im bein very unfair to my baby.
i try so hard to love him more, but deep down inside,
ive yet to let go of my past.
im drained, im tortured, mentally and physically.
all i need is someone to hear me in soul,
but all i cld do is just cry, in da middle of the night, in the cold cold night.
why do perfect dreams have to shatter
why does trust and believes have to be broken
god, i know ive been a terrible gurl
but ive tried my best to be da perfect someone.
i can no longer force myself to sustain.
i know ive been leanin my support on da wrong guy, bryan f,
and thus da fall, da backfiring and hurts.
i wanna return back to service,
go down on my knees, n cry like ive used to be,
but ive not found a home i belong to.
ipromiseyou'llneverbereplaced // *2:27 AM
