Monday, June 11, 2007
in case you din know.
my happiness is shortlived.
i thought my love was well carried by someone,
but however, he took it n simply messed with it n took it for granted.
da past week, ive been cryin to bed.
loads of unsolved mysteries, loads of unfound truth.
im a gurl who cannot live without answers,
and yeah, perhaps its da only way out to blow it.
i dont know wad you want i cannot figure da truth i dont understand.
im completely lost and forsaken, you only love yourself.
wads love to you? i cant accept your definition like its da truth.
my heart, tell me how to be whole.
he's treatin me so well, but yet i hurt him because of you.
i feel like a fcukin screwed up bitch,
i wanna cry so badly n scar myself all over again.
whatever. as usual, im forever a emo screwed up bitch.
i deserve better? thats cause no one understands me.
he loves me he waits for me but he doesnt accept da truth.
you claim you love me but you dont fcukin give a single damn.
all i can say now, my heart's broken into a million pieces.
i can no longer mend it, its just like wad jerry did to me.
shattered and all wounded, i can no longer be pieced again.
i took five months to become a little stronger,
n now, i allowed myself to be in this shit once again.
im just lost in thoughts, livin in my own denial dat somedday,
you would still come back n text me once again.
but i know dat day would never come, it will never.
your pride n your ego is way too high,
you refuse to let true love melt you away for all dat ive done.
ipromiseyou'llneverbereplaced // *9:15 PM
