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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

in need to spill out my emotions.
someone who meant so much to me has just left.
i never had da chance to even see this person da last time,
why does life has to be sucha unfair game.

on the other hand, i duno how to handle all this mess.
everything's weighin down on me,
drainin me out n im so tired of everything.
i need to release all da emotions within me,
but i duno how to, i dont know how to express myself.
i broke down in tears again yesterday,
yet this time round, i felt so calm,
ive never been so at peace before.

now i question myself,
did i make the right choice to da path ive chosen for myself?
everything dat has been happenin,
i just feel like killin myself n endin all once and for all.



; im really tired, i just wanna be alone
and go to somewhere which i can forget all this
find da inner carefree self that i never could be.

ipromiseyou'llneverbereplaced // *1:04 PM


THE GURL ;
YANS AKA KAT *
180187
JAMICASK
present RDI ;
fashion marketin student
ex-tp iad
ex-st nicks
ex-hockey player
ex-interactor
rotaractor

LOVES;
+ st nicks
+ glitters
+ sunrise
+ sunset
+ the beach
+ pretty nails
+ stars
+ scented candles
+ turnips
+ daisies
+ purple n white roses
+ watches
+ accessories
+ purple
+ shoppin
+ bags
+ perfumes
+ you

HATES ;
- backstabbers
- twoheaded snakes
- sluts


WISHLIST ;


x 179 BLACK CRUMPLER
x YELLOW SUEDE BAG } MNG
x GLITTER EYELINER } MAC
x LONG WALLET } LV/GUCCI
x BODY SPLASH ASSORT } VS
x GREEN JACKET } ADIDAS
x AVIATOR SHADES } RAYBAN
x GOLD NANO CASE
x RAINBOW BIKINI
x 2007 planner | prints
x BLACK DIAMONTE HEELS
x STYLING CURLER } VS
x WHITE VICER CAP } BEBE
x WHITE <3 WATCH } GUESS
x 3-STRIPES WATCH } GUESS
x VELVET HP STRAP } DIOR
x ENG.GARDEN } PAPILLIOS
x KIMONO BLACK } PAPILLIOS
x WHITE SUNNY FLOPS } NUM
x BROWN JACKET } FCUK
x WHITE DUFFLE BAG } NUM
x LILAC ROSES
x FLORAL DRESS } NAFNAF
x RUSH TWO } GUCCI
x intense shimmer | hugo
x BALLERINA PUMPS
x LIVE LUXE } J.LO
x NECKLACE } DIOR
x tonnes of accessories! :D