Wednesday, January 24, 2007
ive got a million emotions to speak.
but one word dat sums up all - disappointment.
ethan ng, i want da old bryan ng back.
this you, makes me totally detest n hate.
im disgusted, n to a certain extent, terribly upset.
nobody can describe wad im feeling.
besides, theres this other gurl whom ive been treatin her like a younger sister,
makes me feel so disappointed n totally in tears about.
i wonder, is bein transparent n honest DAT difficult?
wont one count their blessin to have someone to share their load,
yet not bein honest n frank, da basic element to a friendship?
whatever. im cryin myself to bed.
ive all dat i need to get me to sleep.
sleepin pills + liquor. absolute combi for suicidal.
i wrote in my old blog,
i wish youre smart enough to read it, ethan ng.
ipromiseyou'llneverbereplaced // *11:53 PM
